I got my sports physical a couple days ago and holy fck I’m taller than I thought I was.! I feel like a Giant.! The end
It’s good to know I’m such a threat to you, must be a horrible feeling to know I could come in and steal your girlfriend in less than 3 seconds.
I’m done with people for awhile. Lol
Falling back into my old habits, nd I’m glad to say I’m liking it.
It’s funny how much a girl can change someone. Lol
Can it just be summer yet. Ugh I want my car an a job and money and I want to start smoking again once in a while. But I need to get them grades first
One of my biggest fears have become a reality and I’m not quite sure how to handle this.
I’ve been doing all these things to make other people happy and shit, but I’m realizing that no one really gives a damn about me. No one does anything for me. So I’m pretty much done. People I’ve cared about for years have just up and left lately and I’ve up and left some lately. But I’m more indepent. I’m doing things to make me happy now, and make myself proud of me. Because at the end of the day, I want to be happy for myself. I want to do things and be things bigger than I’ve ever thought I could. Because I’m realizing I can do things I thought were impossible before. Im getting good grades now , I have all A’s except for one grade. I’m playing my favorite sport again. Playing music. I’m finding the happiness and peace within me. Even tho I’ve been going through all this pain and hurt, It’s only made me a stronger and better person. I’m really going to miss people I’ve had in my life but I mean I can’t do anything but just keep looking forward on the path I’m heading down.
So pretty much I worked my ass off in school this quarter hoping to make my parents proud of my grades for once and they don’t even care. So whether I get good grades or not it doesn’t fucking matter because with bad grades I just get bitched at a little bit and with good ones they get ignored and I get talked to about last quarters grades,? Like wtf. I’m done trying for other people.
Can’t wait till track seasons over. I’m ready to blaze.